Tuesday, July 30, 2013

You give and take away.

I think that life is a gift, and it's up to us whether we choose to open that gift up. With every day comes a new opportunity to see whats inside this gift of life. & for me personally, life has been a non stop rollercoaster ever since i can remember. When life gets hectic, and we tend to fall into a mental depression and negative state of mind, thats when we are most vulnerable and its so easy to lose sight of your goals, everything you've gained, and what truly matters.


I've had a pretty crazy past, I struggled with depression, illness, and I just had this lust for Earthly things & pretty much clinged to anything that provided me with temporary satisfaction. 

Thats why now, its the greatest gift that I'm able to breathe the best words to ever leave my chest, "I am saved."

It's easy to say that within this past year I have been blessed to the moon and back, and slowly but surely overwhelmed with Gods acceptance, love, comfort, and fulfillment. God has provided me with more than enough, and everytime I think about it I still can't help but smile.

It all started with a blanket of accepting, kind-hearted, and understanding friends God began to place in my life one by one. With every new friend came a new sense and understanding of being good enough for something, being good enough for someone. I can definitely say the many arms that reached out to me are definitely just a mere image of God holding all of us in the palm of his accepting hand. Even though it took alot of work, and still does, its safe to say I would not be where I'm at today without the amazing support system God so diligently established in my life.